ok what shall i update on today?

lets start with last week. my first week of school holiday.
did a lottt of shopping. bought new jeans, dresses, undergarments and they are all cheap! cheap! cheap!
there are offers everywhere. crazy sale all around.
mango was the craziest i swear.
cant breathe when i was in the shop. so in the end, i did not even bother to buy their jeans which are selling as cheap as $29. damn. anw, the queue for their fitting room was damn long.

but i had fun shopping. i love to see my money flow like water and regret it the next day.
feeling OKB.

so i guess, i shall stay at home for today.
do my FYP :'(
entertain fifi botak and disturb fathuddin.

oh yess! fathuddin did well for his N's.
congratss, hari-hari duduk main game pun dapat byk distinction. how bloody smart.
but the whatever part was, he kept comparing my results to his.
i mean he is comparing my O's results to N's. i was like? wth?
compare O's yg susah to N's yg senang mcm taik gigi?


i need prove to know you are not meant for me. i need to see it or hear it from only YOU.
be it straight to my face, im willing to accept it.
you are right here in my heart, my life.
but, yes. we are stuck.

how?
me or allah?

pressurized by everyone around. i cant seem to handle myself anymore.
everything is falling.
i can no longer wait for your answer. its driving me crazy.

i do not even know how to express myself in saying all these.
i do not want to see our faces so hurt.
i do not want to see tears.
i just do not know what to do now.

but,
im glad someone like you loves me too.


FYP is driving me crazy.
i feel stupid though :'(